Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I took a break for a little while I really need a break from life maybe a vacation to somewhere warm? Sounds good. I have had alot to think about latley and it's been an emotional rollercoaster for me the last few days. WE went to Mav's DR appointment on Monday and didn't get the best news but we are dealing with it I keep asking why him why us what did we do he's only 5 why him? He was another disease to add to the already long list of what Mav has the Dr calls him a "complicated patient" since they can't get it all figured out. I'm scared of his future and the sadness that it could hold. I know your not suppose to think about that stuff but I do I do and I think I have the right too. Then i remember this is all part of Gods plan whether its good or bad its all part of the plan and that is life it will be ok. HE IS STILL MAV NO MATTER WHAT!!I love that little dude so much !!!!!He is my sonshine that brightens my days. Sorry to be like this on here i just need to get it out and wrote down a little before i cry again.

on to something else.
I'm making Vday stuff tonight for the kiddies school parties tomorrow yes tomorrow we have no school Friday or Monday which is nice. I'm making some goodie bags and a couple flet purses for some special peeps. I love going to the parties at school the kids are so funny and it really makes you feel little again.
Kids are doing really good at school.Teagan is doing great in Kgarten ahead of the game. Mav is doing awesome at school he started staying for another hour and eating lunch with his class its going really good. Working toward the whole day program.Miss Avery is doing fine here at home too. She actually is putting in the hours of what career she may possibly hold in the future so far we have seen pole dancer, tattoo artist, Hair stylist yep she hacked the heck out of her hair oh i wanted to cry about that too but now I jsut kinda smile and get over it, secretary, and Forman/boss she's real good at this one .
Louis and i are happy we are doing our best to do it all. WE are going to be celebrating 10 years together this March and Louis will be turning 30 so I am trying to plan something for us to get away for a weekend or at least overnight. mom is on board too she knows we really need the time together right now.ok talk soon time for dinner.

1 comment:

Danielle said...

I can't for one second say that I know what you are going through or I know how you feel, because I don't. I can only say as a mother, I know how it feels to just want to help your child. You are an amazing, strong woman and it is evident why you are Mav's mother. You are so right, he is exactly how God created him. We are told not to lean on our own understanding, but trust in Him! We serve an awesome God that is so much bigger than anything in this world. As hard as it is to believe, He loves Mav more than you do. He is already working in your lives, and satan is trying to defeat you. Don't let him!! God gave you Mav because you needed him as much as he needed you. I am praying for your family. Acknowledge what satan is trying to do, but keep your eyes on Jesus. Much love and Many Blessings~~~Danielle