I'm still here

I'm just hiding under my own little rock so to say. Things have been a little crazy and I have been emotional so I have just been taking a break from everything it seems. Going through somethings with Mav and it's been hard and I keep second guessing myself, Mav is having surgery on June 1st, My Birthday was good and bad, my relationship with my mom is not so good which sucks, I have been hanging out with my awesome cousin Kortney who is more like a sister then a cousin, I smashed finger in the door and now it's all wrapped and braced it's swollen and all sorts of colors looks like a exploded sausage, leaning very heavily on my rock aka Louis right now, trying to get inspired and motivated to create something, reading alot I read all the Twilight books last week and love the movie (new obsession I think) and I'm simply just trying to be me. that was a mouth full huh. sorry will have more info on the above later to share just wanted to pop in say hi and that i'm still here.