It's been awhile

I haven't posted on here in a long time. So much happening around here. We have been in and out of DR's and the hospital for tests, sickness, nad appointments every week 1 to 2 times a week for the past almost 3 months now and our schedule just keeps going in the full direction crazy!! I haven't posted on here cause i think my computer gets slower and slower everytime I use it. I need to beg Louis to get me a new one. He hates this one too. The inrnet connection is slower then molasses in the summer time too. we live in the country and are like 330 ft from high speed who'da thunk that little bit would make a big diff but it does wish they would bring the line further for us. Also didn't want to post any feel sorry for me pitty party posts with all that we went through with Mav in the past few months I have had a hard time emotionally and mentally it is draining on this momma. I am stronger and my new thing this year is to try to let things go not bother me so much but as a momma it's hard. I have turned into a list maker this year which is a good thing but there are all these lists looks like I am a post it rep or something. Tiems up gotta run hope to post again real soon. Living today for today enjoying the moments I have.